Pas istirahat gue memutuskan untuk pulang ke rumah simbah daripada jajan di kampus. Sepanjang perjalanan gue mikirin betapa susahnya perjuangan gue saat ini. Gue nggak pernah nyangka masa muda gue begitu sulit untuk dijalani. Gue musti banting otak buat menentukan keputusan mana yang akan gue ambil. Kalo hari ini gini, besok harus gitu. Kalo gue ngelakuin gini, akibatnye gitu. Semua penuh pertimbangan dengan akurasi lim┬(x→∞)〖(1+1/n)^n=99,99%〗.
Trotoar di pinggiran pusda’i memang cukup sempit dan cukup teduh, juga cukup dipenuhi barang yang terdzolimi, tidak diletakkan pada tempatnya, seperti bekas pembalut yang ada sayap, ekor, dan paha atasnya, pedagang batagor beserta jajarannya, dan anak-anak yang bergelantungan di atas pohon yang seolah-olah ngajak gue buat makan pisang bareng. Walaupun gue cuman jalan kaki sekitar 150 meter, rasanya kayak udah mendaki gunung, lewati lembah, sungai mengalir indah ke samudra, bersama teman bertualang. Malah jadi inget ninja kambing hitam deh.
Terbersit pikiran kalau gue udah keye reye, gue pasti akan menceriterakan kisah perjalanan gue dari nol sampe saat ini. Tapi apa yang terjadi saat ini? Saat gue sedang menjalani masa sulit seperti ini? Gue nggak mau komen sedikitpun. Bener-bener capek dan tak terungkapkan. Gue kuliah jam 7 pagi, istirahat 3 jam, terus pulang jam 6 di saat matahari terbenam, bukan matahari terbit! Lo pikir gue kerja malem?
Kerja itu lebih mudah daripada belajar dengan penuh tekanan batin dan dikejar-kejar deadline (garis modar). Tak hanya itu, gue juga berpikir bahwasanya predikat yang bakal gue peroleh adalah sebuah jabatan yang udah tingkat dewa gilak gitu, atasnya atasan. Jadi, diperusahaan itu,gue punya bawahan dan daleman yang nurut dan bisa diatur sesuka hati gue.
Pas malemnya, gue berniat untuk menjalankan misi sederhana, streaming Kos-kosan Gayam di warnet deket musholla. Nggak lama sih cuman 2 jam, dari jam 8 sampe jam 10. Sebelumnya udah gue atur sedemikian rupa sehingga gue tinggal cus ke sono. Jam 1/2 8 malem, waktunya gue nonton On The Spot. Gue nonton sambil tiduran, alhasil gue malah ketiduran dan ditidurin oleh guling. Akhirnye gue bangun sambil geragapan karena jam sudah menunjukkan pukul 1/2 9 malem. Gue jadi galau deh. Gue memutuskan untuk tidur aje daripada melanjutkan misi tersebut. Gue turun ke bawah, ngunci lampu, matiin pintu, pipis and don’t forget to kill the television. Abis itu gue tidur senyenyak-nyenyaknya sampe jam 1/2 7 pagi.
chuck.chuck.chuck.
Jumat, 27 Januari 2012
Minggu, 21 Agustus 2011
NEXT TO YOU
[Chris Brown]
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.
[Justin Bieber]
Yeah, you are my dream,
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.
[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now
[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
[Chris Brown]
You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That’d be mine forever.
[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now
[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
[Bridge]
We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through
One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh
[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.
[Justin Bieber]
Yeah, you are my dream,
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.
[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now
[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
[Chris Brown]
You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That’d be mine forever.
[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now
[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
[Bridge]
We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through
One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh
[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.
Personal Statement
My name is Alfian Luhur Pambudi. Seventeen years ago, I was born in Yogyakarta, bounding into a world of love and laughter. I live in a poor, but happy family. My high school was done in the acceleration class at SMA N 8 Yogyakarta. I was the greatest student that got the best mark in the final exam. My undergraduate program was just started in this academic year at Institut Teknologi Bandung, Faculty of Mining and Petroleum Engineering.
I am seeking the opportunity to pursue this scholarship in order to support tuition fee and my studying facilities, include a notebook that I can bring it anywhere as a computer in my hand and the printer. Not only those, I also need some textbooks as the “guide” in my study, which presents the window of knowledge. These are the modals to get the success in life and of course in studying.
I remember a short story that makes me change my own perspective dramatically. One day when I was in junior high school, my sister came back from a shopping trip, she bought a new cell phone that supported by an internet service. I am very happy because I could borrow it to download some games. Actually I confused at first because there were many games in the website. Then I chose the strategic games one, Aqua Dig. Maybe some people scoffed at such an old-fashioned game. Who would want to waste glorious time to play that game, pretending to be a sea miner? However, after playing that game once, I absolutely riveted by the nuances of mining and soon began loosing sleep as I tried to drill the sea ground, mine some minerals, use explosive bomb and better understand the game’s ever changing dynamics. Deeper the layer ground I’ve dug, I got some valuable materials such as gold, diamond, ruby, and oil. I spent my time absorbed by the game, my sister grinned knowingly. How could I resist being fascinated with this, she asked me, when I incessantly read about mining and petroleum.
Though my passion for this field undoubtedly dates back to high school, I never had the chance to fully develop this interest before college. Once I arrived at ITB, however, I discovered that I could learn about mining through my education. Academically, I will decide to concentrate in engineering of petroleum.
Interestingly, I think that I have learned at least as much about mining and petroleum through my study in college as I have through my classes. Thankfully, I will have also found time for over few years later to cultivate interests and skills unrelated to academics by following some student activity units.
Because of my wide range of interests, I have not yet decided what career path to follow in the future. In the short run, I hope to study for fast track program which I can get double degree only in 5 years. And then, I would like to study abroad, in the process immersing my self in another culture and deepening my personal and academic understanding of mining and petroleum, especially in geothermal energy. After studying abroad, my options would include working for an oil company, entering the mining world and attending an environmental school. In the long run, I envision for my self a career straddling the highest levels of engineering in mining and petroleum. I could achieve this admittedly ambitious goal by advancing within an oil company or OPEC (Organization of Petroleum Exporting Countries). Perhaps most appealingly, I could also achieve some degree of influence over actual converting energy decisions─that is, becoming a player my self in the real-life game of mining.
By letting me to be my self, not changing only to adjust with people in my surrounding, I learn from this friendship how to be more independent and to accept both my weakness and strengths as an individual. My life experiences have moulded me into a hardworking and what I would call an "unflappable" person. Besides opening up the world of scientific research to me, my experiences here have taught me that mistakes do not always have to hold me back, and often take me closer to my goal. Things often look easy to do at first glance, but a lot of hard work is involved in making them seem that way. After standardizing some protocols myself, I now understand the kind of effort that goes into developing the techniques that make my work so much easier. I thank to God because of his grace. Till this seconds, my steps always followed by luck and I believe that all what I want is what I've got.
I am looking forward to the challenges that this project presents as well as the opportunities for further maturation as a practicing engineer. Ensconcing my self in Bandung’s culture, intellectual environment and vigorous research at ITB is the chance of a lifetime. I hope to be able to seize these.
I am seeking the opportunity to pursue this scholarship in order to support tuition fee and my studying facilities, include a notebook that I can bring it anywhere as a computer in my hand and the printer. Not only those, I also need some textbooks as the “guide” in my study, which presents the window of knowledge. These are the modals to get the success in life and of course in studying.
I remember a short story that makes me change my own perspective dramatically. One day when I was in junior high school, my sister came back from a shopping trip, she bought a new cell phone that supported by an internet service. I am very happy because I could borrow it to download some games. Actually I confused at first because there were many games in the website. Then I chose the strategic games one, Aqua Dig. Maybe some people scoffed at such an old-fashioned game. Who would want to waste glorious time to play that game, pretending to be a sea miner? However, after playing that game once, I absolutely riveted by the nuances of mining and soon began loosing sleep as I tried to drill the sea ground, mine some minerals, use explosive bomb and better understand the game’s ever changing dynamics. Deeper the layer ground I’ve dug, I got some valuable materials such as gold, diamond, ruby, and oil. I spent my time absorbed by the game, my sister grinned knowingly. How could I resist being fascinated with this, she asked me, when I incessantly read about mining and petroleum.
Though my passion for this field undoubtedly dates back to high school, I never had the chance to fully develop this interest before college. Once I arrived at ITB, however, I discovered that I could learn about mining through my education. Academically, I will decide to concentrate in engineering of petroleum.
Interestingly, I think that I have learned at least as much about mining and petroleum through my study in college as I have through my classes. Thankfully, I will have also found time for over few years later to cultivate interests and skills unrelated to academics by following some student activity units.
Because of my wide range of interests, I have not yet decided what career path to follow in the future. In the short run, I hope to study for fast track program which I can get double degree only in 5 years. And then, I would like to study abroad, in the process immersing my self in another culture and deepening my personal and academic understanding of mining and petroleum, especially in geothermal energy. After studying abroad, my options would include working for an oil company, entering the mining world and attending an environmental school. In the long run, I envision for my self a career straddling the highest levels of engineering in mining and petroleum. I could achieve this admittedly ambitious goal by advancing within an oil company or OPEC (Organization of Petroleum Exporting Countries). Perhaps most appealingly, I could also achieve some degree of influence over actual converting energy decisions─that is, becoming a player my self in the real-life game of mining.
By letting me to be my self, not changing only to adjust with people in my surrounding, I learn from this friendship how to be more independent and to accept both my weakness and strengths as an individual. My life experiences have moulded me into a hardworking and what I would call an "unflappable" person. Besides opening up the world of scientific research to me, my experiences here have taught me that mistakes do not always have to hold me back, and often take me closer to my goal. Things often look easy to do at first glance, but a lot of hard work is involved in making them seem that way. After standardizing some protocols myself, I now understand the kind of effort that goes into developing the techniques that make my work so much easier. I thank to God because of his grace. Till this seconds, my steps always followed by luck and I believe that all what I want is what I've got.
I am looking forward to the challenges that this project presents as well as the opportunities for further maturation as a practicing engineer. Ensconcing my self in Bandung’s culture, intellectual environment and vigorous research at ITB is the chance of a lifetime. I hope to be able to seize these.
Senin, 06 September 2010
CLUB CAN'T HANDLE ME
You know I know how
To make 'em stop and stare as I zone out
The club can't even handle me right now
Watchin you watchin me I go all out
The club can't even handle me right now
(Yeah yeeaaaaah, yeah yeeaaaaah, yeah yeeaaaaah)
The club can't even handle me right now
(Yeah yeeaaaaah, yeah yeeaaaaah, yeah yeeaaaaah)
Haha, can't nothin handle me right now!
I see you D-Guetta!!! Lets get em!!
Hey!
I own the light and I don't need no help
Gotta be the feeling that scarface player
Stuntin go wild can't handle this plan
Life of the club arrogant like yeah!
Top like money so the girls just melt
One too many they all know me like twelve
Look like cash and they all just stare
Bottles, Models, standin on chairs
Fall out cuz that's the business
All out it's so ridiculous
Zone out so much attention
Scream out! I'm in the building (hey!)
They watchin, I know this!
I'm rockin, I'm rolling!
I'm holding, I know it, you know it!
You know I know how
To make 'em stop and stare as I zone out
The club can't even handle me right now
Watchin you watchin me I go all out
The club can't even handle me right now
(Yeah yeeaaaaah, yeah yeeaaaaah, yeah yeeaaaaah)
The club can't even handle me right now
(Yeah yeeaaaaah, yeah yeeaaaaah, yeah yeeaaaaah)
Hey!
Still feelin myself I'm like outta control
Can't stop now more shots lets go
Ten more rounds can I get a Kato
Paparazzi trying to make me pose
Came to party till I came no more
Celebrate cuz that's all I know
Tip the groupies takin off their clothes
Grand finale like superbowl
Go, hard! I run the show
That's right wild I've got money to blow
More lights, more ice when I walk in the door
No hype do it big all over the globe
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/club-cant-handle-me-lyrics-flo-rida.html ]
Yeah!
I said it!
Go tell it!
Confetti!
Who ready?
I'm ready!
You ready?
Lets get it!
You know I know how
To make em stop and stare as I zone out
The club can't even handle me right now
Watchin you watchin me I go all out
The club can't even handle me right now
Putch'yo hands up! (Yeah, yeeaaaaah)
Putch'yo hands up! (Yeah, yeeaaaaah)
Putch'yo hands up! (Yeah, yeeaaaaah)
The club can't even handle me right now
Putch'yo hands up! (Yeah, yeeaaaaah)
Putch'yo hands up! (Yeah, yeeaaaaah)
Putch'yo hands up! (Yeah, yeeaaaaah)
You got me watchin now (hey!)
Got my attention now (hey!)
Got everybody in the club wanting to know now
I am a ladies man
Come and be my lady friend
We can both, zone, out!
Bring ya body here let me switch up your atmosphere
I'll take you outta the club and up in my new lim'
Fly you all around the world
(What)'chu want, baby girl?
Are you ready to go? Now!
You know I know how
To make em stop and stare as I zone out
The club can't even handle me right now
Watchin you watchin me I go all out
The club can't even handle me right now
Putch'yo hands up! (Yeah, yeeaaaaah)
Putch'yo hands up! (Yeah, yeeaaaaah)
Putch'yo hands up! (Yeah, yeeaaaaah)
The club can't even handle me right now (Putch'yo, putch'yo hands up!)
Putch'yo hands up! (Yeah, yeeaaaaah)
Lets celebrate now! (Yeah, yeeaaaaah)
Putch'yo hands up! (Yeah, yeeaaaaah)
You know who shut it down!
Kamis, 02 September 2010
episode 2
Continua da ieri. Mercoledì, il co ngasi fiori e regali per il CE, mentre il portafoglio ce ngasi al co. Lunedi era originariamente montato compleanno IRAS, creare un burattino mbeliin ce co. in casa mia, il co fare un biglietto di auguri scritto "non ci sono motivi per smettere di amarti" e "Voglio tenere la mano fino al giorno della morte." Inizialmente penso che se era aja pazzo, quello che non è stato niente di simile già, che dire del giorno dopo? IRAS adatta compleanno, mi è stato detto che il marchio CE non amava il co tutto il cuore. oh mio dio. finora ... Non riesco a immaginare se così co lo sanno. come la mia missione iniziale, nessun suggerimento per il vostro amore di viaggio. Voglio sapere tutto, ma io non voglio commentarla. dopo l'evento, il co ylur seguire la moto, ho chiesto dove si desidera? ha detto voglio andare a casa tua. vuoi fare? vogliono avvolgere regali per ce. continuare la sera stessa ci dono mbuntel. ylur continuano a consigliare di comprare una rosa bianca per il marchio CE. co dono ngasi il giorno successivo, e così ha fatto con la CE. il momento per dire se ce ama la co ma purtroppo come un amico. dato che l'incidente, il co silenzio. Ha accusato il IRAS, IRAS dà un'idea che pensava fosse una cattiva idea di amarli naufragato. Giovedi c'è scenario tra il CO e il CE a scuola, ma quando ha aperto insieme nelle gallerie, hanno fatto di nuovo. e speravo che potesse durare per sempre e posso melupakn. quindi i loro risultati accademici andrà giù e mi è stato aumentato. ea quanto pare, così posso terminare la storia di due episodi che non sono qualificati questo con la lingua italiana.
Sabtu, 28 Agustus 2010
Ek haat jou. Unë e urrej. أنا أكره لكم. Ատում եմ քեզ. Mən sizə nifrət. Te odio. Ik haat je. Мразя те. Я цябе ненавіджу. Nenávidím tě. Jeg hader dig. Ma vihkan sind. Eu odeio vostede. მე სიძულვილი თქვენთვის. मैं तुम से नफरत है. אני שונאת אותך. わたしは、あなたが大嫌いです。 ฉัน เกลียดคุณ. hate ko sa inyo. i hate you.
E 'questo un amico?
Sono stato ad ascoltare questa canzone continua solo, come egli lamentava quanto è successo a me stesso e quelli intorno a me. Mi sento distante da loro, quando è sbagliato. Non riesco a coprire questa malattia. Penso che dopo ce co della manifestazione si spara, la mia vita è talmente tranquilla gag Gini. I gag di sentirsi liberi con il mio migliore amico e uno di loro che sono stati fedeli a me, alla fine mi ha lasciato solo. Accetto tutto quello che dai. ma le conseguenze, è inoltre deve ricevere lo stesso che ti ho dato. IRAS ora e ho pianto per la partenza il nostro migliore amico. Ho perso il co, mentre l'IRAS perdere la CE. Inizialmente sono rimasto scioccato per dirci se la co temen temen felice come il C, al tempo ero malato e gag a scuola. Vi incoraggio a me stesso di entrare nella scuola di domani. Venerdì sono andato dentro, e dopo la preghiera del Venerdì di sparare ce co. entrambi erano lì in fondo, mentre siamo lì davanti a tutti, aspettando la certezza della CE. aspettato quasi un anno, e alla fine ha dato risposte che l'approccio aja in primo luogo, ad emettere in poi, ci sarà anche il resto. dopo che sono andato a casa ancora in antera al co. 4 ore del pomeriggio è tornato a casa mia co creare insieme per aprire insieme in un ristorante. SINED anche non la invitano. ce allora, l'IRAS di essere di nuovo a casa. egli passeggeri minuti di doccia e dormire lì. quando ha ottenuto la collaborazione in casa mia, sì kayak è di solito, stiamo parlando di questioni di gag colpo era stato troppo. Io continuo a fare il bagno, doccia ho montaggio del SINED viene. Sembra che hanno entrambi parlato della questione di questo pomeriggio. in forma diretta aja vogliamo lasciare, si riuniscono con il IRAS ce la co sembrava affascinato. I diboncengin SINED, la stessa IRAS e la diboncengin ce la co. nel caso in cui comune si apre di solito sedersi gag kayak, il co di fronte alla CE, IRAS di continuare, me e SINED. il suo show, ho chiacchierato un po 'cuman tuh ma la co o il CE, sono un lungo lungo tempo a casa ma ga il loro comportamento. IRAS notte stessa mi smsan. IRAS era anche veramente sento perso per quello che è successo per il CE, e io pure. Ho anche riversato il mio cuore a passarlo. E 'stato molto malato, ma di saper più? Sono assolutamente d'accordo se potessero collegare, ma mi hanno ignorato. Ho già escluso, per quanto il co. Odio questo. io odio tutti voi. Ti ammazzo tutti e sarò l'assassino.
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